So, here's the thing:  I stopped having sex a year ago. I rededicated my life back to Christ. All was good for a while. But now, it's like the flame that I had? It's a flicker or a spark. Some days I'm up; some days I'm down. I KNOW that I love God. I KNOW that I love Jesus, and that His spirit lives within me.  Why am I finding it so hard to read my word and pray and fast? I was called to be an…